Cathy's Journal

Subject:	What a freakin idiot.
Time:	8:06 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	mhm..

My sister is calling me stupid for nothing.
ugh..and she bosses me around.
shes like one sec. older than me.
she shouldnt boss me around,or at least think that ima listen to her.
please if I dont listen to my mom what makes her think ima listen to her?
c`mon now.
What a loser.

but other than that ive been having a good day/week...
its all cause of:
Flash f Lighting.
boom. boom.|bam. bam.

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Subject:	Im so dumb.
Time:	5:24 pm.
Mood:	pissed off.

I feel so...I dont know...dumb?
ugh...Right now I hate everyone.
Life sucks.

and the midterms I took today were gay.
I kept like falling asleep and waking up in the english one.
and latin...ugh,I guessed.

now im mad. cause of a stupid reason.
=/
grrr....

wheres my brotherrrrr?
I need to talk to him !!

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Subject:	=/
Time:	8:57 pm.

Well My brothers cat died like a week ago I think.
They got a new one named Jak.
and I have soooo many new friends.
=]
yay!
I love having new friends.

I was gonna go to honors english 10...but my friend isnt dropping out no more so I cant get in.
her dad doesnt let her drop out. but I cant go in to that class unless some one drops out cause its "full".
well....now it sucks.
cause I had it planned out and everything. but whatever,things happen right?
midterms this week.
i'll prolly fail em all.
Today I took the gym one. im so dumb I guessed on everything.

I got some nice socks...lol
and well...I guess thats it.
well hope everything turns out good for me and everyone else.

&&
one day I wanna see a shooting star and make a wish on it.
=]]]]

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Subject:	Friends?
Time:	6:36 pm.
Mood:	Ehhh.
Music:	none..

Well I got mad at some of my friends today.
they were being so stupid.
and gave me attitudes for no reason when I didnt do anything.
and some people keep chatting when the teacher is going over the answers for the test tomorrow.
helloooo I wont be able to hear if your talking.
how stupid are they. and how can you include someone into a plan when it was originally with out her?
you cant.
sometimes I wanna have another group friends so I can like go and hang out with them. but I cant.
I onlyhang out with the spot people.
only a couple people im not mad at...other than that im mad at them.
and Im italian and puerto rican.
i made cory my brother.
and we have a cat named bosky or boskie...dont know how you spell it.
and I forgot my new cousins name. its a cute name though.
=]

I have a few friends I tell my problem too.
they make me feel better.
I love em!!

mhy sister always says:POOP NIGGA!...lol...shes dumb.

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Subject:	brr...its cold.
Time:	2:33 pm.
Mood:	recumbent.
Music:	Eminem.

Its freezing at my house.
anyways. I had community service today.

it was fun although this lady told me to do something when she could of clearly done it herself.
but I didnt do what she told me.
i dont like to take orders.
I dont even take my moms orders and she wants me to take hers? please.
ugh. and I hate it how people think they can boss you around cause they are the head of something.
please.
just shut your mouth and sit down cause Catherine isnt gonna listen to you.

like. really. how could I listen to someone telling me what to do?
I hate that.
I can do things without anyone telling me what to do.
I hate it when people yell at me too.
and sometimes I kinda have an attitude problem so its not good to boss me around.
=\

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Subject:	The story.
Time:	3:59 pm.
Mood:	hungry.

So my sister made up a game. and me and chris wrote this.
it was a couple weeks ago I think.
its cool though...I never put it up cause I forgot..so here it goes...
[Its not real]

cathy
is cool
to a certain extent
she is awesome
but to everyone shes just plain
so she gets sad
sadness that leads to other things
like cutting herself
and a painful feeling she gets by the thought and the sight of her self
crying with mascara running down her caramel complextion
she sees nuttin but somethin she odnt like
so she cries harder
and the harder she cries the more hurt she is
so she wants to stop crying but she cant
she knos nutthin can hel now
but just to try as hard as she can to stop crying
but she knos that cryin wont do much just put her down
so she thinks of something happy
and she knos her closest happyness
she just doesnt wanna fight for it
cuz she knos hes all hers
but shes afraid he will hurt her
but he promises he wont
so she tries to believe him with all of her heart
and he wants her to
and she finally does
and its the best till shes not wit him
because when he not with her,she doesnt feel alive
she feels dead rotten and destroyed
and she just wants the day to end so she can see him again
so everythins good everythings forgotten
and her troubles go away
everythin goes away not just her troubles her everythin her minds focused on him
and his mind focuses on her
and everythings good
so she wants to be with him all the time
but cant she faces reality witout him
so she tries to be with him as long as she can
and forgets everythin

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Subject:	The Book.
Time:	3:42 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.

okay so the book im reading is good.
Im almost done.
I love the author Mitch Albom.
he writes good.
Its my favorite book now.
and Foot ball game yesterday was fun.
I need to go shopping dont know what to be for halloween.

oh I gave my iPod to christopher.
hes gonna trade it in for a new one.
=]

Okay.So this happened last saturday...
SO I think I did bad on PSAT's.
=[
the english part sucked monkeys.
it had the biggest words ever.
I left most blanked.
so I prolly did bad.
The math part was easy.
I love math.
=]

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Subject:	Sucky.
Time:	7:59 pm.
Mood:	content.
Music:	Mockingbird-Eminem.

Life is getting sucky-er.
=[
I had a bad week.
I got in a fight with one of my friends. then the thing with my mom.

ugh.

tomorrow is PSAT's.
I hope I do good. then ima go look for a halloween costume.
=]

I hope I have a good day tomorrow.
i met the other twins and I call em E && R.
I only met E though.hes cool. he gave me a hug. I love hugs.
=]
I had a good day today though.
we went to the park after drama.
we got all wet. but it was fun.
I was super hyper too.
I love my friends.
I love my new sweater too.
<3

I like whats in my aim profile.::.
"L i f e is a series of pull back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
You take certain things things for granted ,even when you know you should never take anthing for granted."

"A tention of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. and most of us live somewhere in the middle ."
"like a wrestling match..."
"yes,you could describe life that way."
"So which side wins?"
"Love wins. Love always wins."

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Subject:	=\
Time:	11:12 pm.
Mood:	okay.
Music:	none..

So today was a blah day. Kinda fun though.

I DIDNT TURN RED TODAY!!
YAY!

I always turn red in class when a teacher calls my name or a random person talks to me. So basically I turn red for anything. but I didnt today. at least I dont think I did...

But today was a good day.
ewww he licked my face though.

but it was funnnnn!
Drama club was kinda boring. but it was Jeanetts birthday.[I think I spelled her name wrong.]
we had cake and stuff.

We had the shelter in place thing in history class. and I didnt finish the test we were taking.
it was fun though.
I think I passed.

ohh and I took another test today in eng. lang. skills class today.
I think I passed.
I fell asleep when I finished I was soooo tired today.
=[

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Subject:	My Dad
Time:	10:07 am.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	None..

Well...today my dad called me. to see if we wanted to go with him today. and I couldnt cause my mom is making me do laudry(which I hate doing) and then he got all mad and said he wouldnt pick me up anymore and he wouldnt call or something. cause we can never go.

then he hing up on me.
ugh...he hates when I hang up on him so why does he hang up on me?
thats not fair.
errr,He gets on my nerves sometimes.
i called yesterday cause I saw a missed call on my phone and It was him so I called him and he answered for one sec. then hung up.

I dont like him.

I never even call him. He never calls me. he wants me to call him though. why doesnt he just call me?
my sister calls him though.
whenever I do go with him he complains how I never call him. but i dont complain that he doesnt call me.
it gets me so...aggravated....

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Subject:	Community Service.
Time:	1:44 pm.
Music:	Salsa.

So I had community service yesterday. It was fun.
I love helping out at a food kitchen. and most of the food is pretty good.
eww except that stupid thing that I tried cause it had cheese in it.

but besides that it was fun.
I think we all had fun.
only some of us stayed and helped clean up.
Even clean up was fun.

but afterwards we went to my house then decided to go to the park.
and thats where I learned how to dance....I learned Salsa and ugh I forgot whatelse I learned...ohh yeah. Waltz too.

cause I couldnt dance anything before.
no one ever taught me how to dance before.
but I do like dancing.
My sister sucks though. Forrizle

but you know what sucks. We only go to community service the first sat. of the month.
=[

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Subject:	=]
Time:	1:07 pm.
Mood:	cheerful.
Music:	None at the moment..

Im so excited. Im really happy. I got into US History 1 honors.
YAY!
and For english...well I have to wait till someone drops out or get kicked out.
=\
so...yeah...but other than that im Happy. I love all my classes now.

Ahh today is whats her face birthday party.
Ehh I didnt get her anything.
I just want cake and Im only going cause Molly and the rest of my friends are going.

My arm hurts really bad. Thanks to someone who always punches my freaking arm.
=[

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Subject:	Escuela!
Time:	8:41 am.
Mood:	aggravated.

My first week of school.
It was ok.
Not the best.
At least I have a few lunches with my sister.
So I like my algebra 2 class we took the easiest test ever. Some people didnt finish it was so EASY!
I HATE my english class and history class.
But actually now thinking about it I kinda like it.
I just really wanna be in honors english and honors world history 1.
History class is BORING!!!
but I actually payed attention.
wow.

I was kinda sad a couple days ago cause there is only one honors english 10 class. and it already has 30 PEOPLE!!
shoe got to choose who would be in it.
can you say NOT FAIR!!!
I hate her but I really do wanna be in honors english.

I like my biology class,kinda sorta.
im so stupid I couldve been in chemistry right now if I changed to biology last year.
I have gym. and next semester I have guitar but it might change cause I have to change my schedule.
how can the school ossibly mess up almost everyones schedule???
they are so stupid.
Do they take any time doing the schedules?
THINK NOT
School is stupid now. I dont like it anymore. untill I change my classes im going to like it.
and they will probably take forever to change my freakin classes.
and im like always late to my classes cause of the freshmans. so many and they are always walking slow and reading there schedules.
and on the blue side its crowded.
ALWAYS FULL!!
why is almost everyone at the blue side. It was a bad idea to have all the bad kids at the red side 3rd floor. if people got to use that classroom maybe the blue wouldnt be crowded cause some poeple could have those classrooms. but oh well...

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Subject:	L I F E
Time:	6:45 pm.
Mood:	=[.
Music:	Who am I to say---Hope.

It just happens to me often...yeah,you get used to it. But its still sad when it does happen. You just have to think positive that one day you'll find it with you happy place. Maybe theres no such thing as a happy place.
Maybe people just say they are in there happy face to hind the fact that there life is bad.
Cause everyone does have problems with life.
I do think there is one but sometimes I just loose faith and I think that there is no such thing.

_____ lied...to her parents...she said she was at the ____ no she wasnt.
How could her parents trust her and my mom doesnt trust me.
If you put me and her together I am more trust worthy.
it just kills me when things are unfair.
but life is unfair.I guess everyone knows that.

Its cold outside.Very chilly. I feel like crying dont know why...maybe its cause of everything.
or maybe its casue of the song or maybe its just the fact that bad things seem to follow me...

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Subject:	Finally A Fun Summer Day.
Time:	10:26 pm.
Mood:	cheerful.

It was soooo much fun today.
I hung out with my friends and got new ones.
I had a blast!
Finally a day that I had fun...there were even cute boys there ;]
Anywho,it was fun!! I got wet though. But it doesnt matter,I had fun and we took a whole bunch of pictures.
We went to stop & shop and the bathroom smelled like cheese...lol

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Subject:	R.I.P. Mustard
Time:	11:21 am.
Mood:	bored.
Music:	Boston--Augustana.

Mustard Died at 12:27 pm yesterday!!
='[
We flushed him down the toilet...Now we have only two fishes...

My dad was suppose to call me when he comes back from El Salvador...he still hasnt called me and he was suppose to be here by last week...maybe hes coming this week and I heard wrong...

oh well...im gonna go to the movies and have a sleepover with Molly and Abeo....hope its gonna be fun...

My mom went to th Red Sox game and lied to me she said she was gonna go to "work" yeah right...she went to the game instead...worst of all she didnt even invite me!!!
GRRRR...Or get me something of the redo sox like a hat...

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Subject:	I need to go somewhere.
Time:	10:41 am.
Mood:	bored.
Music:	Invisible-Ashlee Simpson.

Everyone is going somewhere for the summer except me...I need to go somewhere

Shana is leaving monday so im not gonna do anything for the rest of the summer cause I always hung out with her.
grrr...Since shana is leaving she thought of Blake,Patrick,my sis and me and obviously her to all hang out before she leaves.
Im looking forward to that cause I havent seen Patrick or Blake...Last time I saw them was river revel.
The fishes are getting bigger.
Soon they are gonna out grow the tank.

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Subject:	Ouch
Time:	12:22 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	none.

I cut my finger peeling a kiwi yesterday...ouch,Im forever cutting myself with a peeler...I think I shouldnt use one anymore...

But I got Fishes...
Yellow fish-MUSTARD CAUSE ITS YELLOW
White fish-MOLLY CAUSE ITS WHITE AND HYPER...HEHE
Orange fish-PIGGY CAUSE ITS MOUTH IS ALWAYS OPEN AND IT ALWAYS SEEMS HUNGRY.

I might get to other ones and im gonna name one of them David cause my friend David wanted me to name one after him.

My finger hurts...
OUCH

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Subject:	Summer
Time:	9:17 pm.
Mood:	Okay.
Music:	Just feel better-Carlos Santana.

Im finally on this.
=)
I have a layout site with my friend on myspace...its cool...I only made one though.
But anyways everyone went or is going somewhere this summer.
I wanna go somewhere instead of just staying at online and watching tv.
I hung out with some of my friend it was fun. We saw Harry Potter and the goblet of fire it was really really good!
next year for summer I might go to the choice camp.
im hoping to be in the band Austin made...Patrick is in it and he cant sing that well...I can sing better than him...the band is called Define cute I heard a song and its really good...I wanna be in it soo badly.
Hopefully I can.
im gonna get fishes tomorrow...YAY!
i'll try to keep writing on here
=)

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